That girl's a mirage
Oh, she is such a tease
She begs you to come
And then you're down on your knees
But you can see right through her
It's all a facade
She's not what you think she is
She's a mirage
10.28.2009
9.17.2009
Literary Analysis
1
There are still some good people
Here in this world
Epsilon
It's still not clicking
Hopefully I'll figure out
This math homework soon
Delta
Saw you on TV
You are the kind of woman
I'd love to be with
0
I'm falling asleep
Homwork not done, lonely, too
In graduate school
9.12.2009
El aguila y el lobo se unen, y se separan
Hace unas semanas
Y Lobo no ha oido nada de su amigo
Se fueron del bosque ese dia inolvidable
Y ni uno ha parado
Pero entre la aventura y la magica
Se les perdieron
Y entonces aqui estamos
Con Lobo, esperando, buscando a su amigo
Cuando recibe una sobre
Lobo la abrio, y en el papel, escrito,
"Bienvenidos desde la mar.
Aqui estoy. Yo, Aguila. No me recuerdes?
Pues ni modo, llegue aqui hace dos dias.
Es hermosa. Lo mas que puedas imaginar.
Estoy escuchando al agua, viene y va, viene y va.
Estoy comodo aqui. Creo que me quedo.
Deseo que esta mensaje te llegue bien.
Lo siento que tuve que irme,
Pero me llamaba el agua, la paz. Y, pues, aqui estoy.
Siempre estaremos amigos. Esta vida dura mucho tiempo.
Te veo mas tarde.
Tu amigo, Aguila."
Lobo no sabe a que pensar
Desea que Aguila regrese
Pero tuvo que estar como esto
Tuvo que aprender que aunque su amigo ya no esta aqui
Estan juntos para siempre
El aguila y el lobo son el aguilobo
Vuela a las estrellas y grita a la luna
Escucha a la mar y sonrie
9.05.2009
The Hard See You Later
I always thought of myself as the sidekick in this adventure. You were always the one fighting off the vicious monsters, rescuing the damsels in varying degrees of distress, and figuring out how to go beyond your previous limits to overcome the setbacks. I was just along for the ride, offering some sage advice here and there, and maybe providing a laugh or two along the way.
But now it is time to move on.
Our fates have beckoned us to different places, where I can no longer be your sidekick and you are no longer my protagonst. Sure, we can exchange letters every now and then, and maybe one of us can visit the other, but it will never be quite be the same. I remember counting the days when this adventure was X percent over. How I would long to go through that struggle again. It was hard, but since I always knew you were there, too, I could always get through it. I would like to think that we helped each other out more times than either of us can remember, but I don't know the reaction rates of this backwards-and-forwards chemistry equation.
Because, damnit, I love you, man. Not in a gay way, but you know what I mean. And I really do appreciate all the advice you've given me. I don't think I agree with all of it, but that's what conversations are about, and we've had some meaningful ones. Fate. Aliens. Religion. The best place for food at 3AM. The important things. The trivial. So naturally my instinct is to go and find somebody else to be their sidekick. Help them on their way as I happen to learn some things on my own.
When it hits me.
We are all sidekicks.
We are all heroes.
We are all villians.
We are all alive.
I must go and do my own thing. You must go do yours. We can and should help out everyone as much as possible. It's only right. Be good, man. I pray you safety, luck, and wisdom on your ventures. Our paths shall cross again. It is written.
Wolf and Eagle must go their separate ways.
8.30.2009
The Hard Goodbye
It was really good to see you
It's been awhile
You look a little different
I'm sure I do as well
But for now we came to see the same friend
but little did I know
It might be for the last time
How could I have not known you were leaving
Maybe I'm a bad friend
Maybe you were too quiet about it
Deleting all of your profiles
Waiting to see who would notice
But at least I got to see you
At least I got to see you by chance
We listened to the music
Went and sat to get a burger
We were both pretty quiet
I didn't know what to ask
Do you love her?
Do you trust her?
I asked about the other stuff
Family, jobs, and education
I'm sorry I had to find out you had graduated
From the same ceremony as I, like this
Maybe I am the bad friend
But after I left the building
I cried
I admit it, I cried
I care about you, man
We were always good friends in high school
You came to see my mom when she was in the hospital
You were the first person I told that she had cancer
I wrote on your birthday blanket
The songs "How to Save a Life" and "Wake Me When September Ends"
Always have me thinking of you
When we almost took a road trip for Spring Break
I was going to be honest with you
I was going to let you be the first person I tell
I'm sorry I never drank with you
I'm sorry I never liked your girlfriend
But when you told me you were leaving
Damn if I didn't take it personally
I wish you all the luck in the world
You acknowledged when I said that you owe me a game of pool
I hope I get to hear from you again
My friend
Goodbye
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